paranoid

when i get to this point, the point were i really like someone, i get paranoid. thats normal right? i keep thinking that maybe he doesnt like me as much as i think he does. maybe hes getting over it. maybe he IS over it. maybe he thinks im really annoying. maybe he doesnt like it when i text him. maybe he wants to see other girls. maybe he IS seeing other girls...

why cant i just know or at least be content in NOT knowing? why does my personality need to involve so much over thinking?